{"id":1930,"date":"2014-03-01T20:50:21","date_gmt":"2014-03-01T20:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/?p=1930"},"modified":"2014-03-01T20:50:21","modified_gmt":"2014-03-01T20:50:21","slug":"leaving-things-behind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/?p=1930","title":{"rendered":"Leaving things behind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear All,<\/p>\n<p>As part of my transformation into &#8216;new&#8217; me I&#8217;m trying my best to leave the past in the past &#8211; for too long I&#8217;ve let the past cloud my present and future.  So in essence if I talk about the past, please hit me (though not too hard).<\/p>\n<p>So what goes?  Surely if the past is behind me then everything should go?  Well there is an argument that the past shaped me, so all the life experiences shouldn&#8217;t be forgotten.  That&#8217;s true, but I certainly can&#8217;t change that now, and character traits I have are from the past so the past will always be with me.  Now I&#8217;ve confused myself, considering the past that&#8217;s not really a surprise (joke). <\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nReprogramming:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Unlearning bad habits, or just changing habits is a start.  Giving up was something I excelled at &#8211; so will I master it all?  I need to learn what &#8216;all&#8217; is.  That&#8217;s part of the reprogramming.  It&#8217;ll take time, small steps will lead to more momentum &#8211; once i&#8217;m up to speed then I&#8217;ll know.<\/p>\n<p>Regards,<\/p>\n<p>Steve<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear All, As part of my transformation into &#8216;new&#8217; me I&#8217;m trying my best to leave the past in the past &#8211; for too long I&#8217;ve let the past cloud my present and future. So in essence if I talk about the past, please hit me (though not too hard). So what goes? Surely if &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/?p=1930\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Leaving things behind&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[343],"tags":[348,347],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1930"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1930"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1930\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1931,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1930\/revisions\/1931"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1930"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1930"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.kebablog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1930"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}